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PDW

Personal Defense Writing. Essays and reflections at the intersection of readiness, mutual aid, and the inner life of self-defense. Not just gear. Not just theory. This is the everyday practice of showing up prepared—in body, mind, and friendship.

Anakin Skywalker: Maniac Pixie Dream Villain

The Manic Pixie Dream Girl (MPDG) trope describes a whimsical, emotionally intense, often female character who exists primarily to jolt a brooding male protagonist out of his funk and into some version of self-discovery. But what if we flip that lens—not to a love interest, but to a villain?

We Were Promised Jet Packs, But Damn If We Don’t Deserve Them

I. The Air Up There The train of thought left the station when I saw a CGI video of a flying car zipping through a clean, frictionless cityscape. Midnight blue sky, silver towers, no traffic, no noise. It looked beautiful—sleek, inevitable, like someone had rendered freedom itself in Unreal

Could Panic: Anatomy of the Conditional Catastrophe Headline

Why every news alert sounds like a trailer for a movie you didn’t agree to watch. Introduction You’ve seen them. You might have even clicked. The headlines go something like this: “Explosive Solar Eel by NOAA Could Disrupt Global Trade.” “Unstable Sleep Algorithm by NIH Could Trigger Widespread

Check Your Mag: Five Dummy Rounds We All Carry

Before we go loud, let’s get honest. We like to think we’re squared away—tight groups, good gear, situational awareness. But even in a clean draw and a clear conscience, we might still be carrying things we haven’t examined. These aren’t hollowpoints or FMJs. They’re

Keep the Crowd Whole

On Internal De-Escalation and the Quiet Power of CLARA In every protest, there is the official narrative: the chants, the signs, the demands. But beneath that is a second, quieter thread that determines whether the day holds—or frays. That thread is internal de-escalation. It’s easy to think of

Normalizing the .380 ACP

There’s a peculiar insecurity in the handgun world: “Carry a .380? Good luck staying alive.” You’ll hear it at gun counters, on forums, and from tacticool enthusiasts who buy $2,000 pistols they can’t conceal or shoot well. It’s a macho myth that equates bigger calibers

Three Ways to Carry…

…That Might Land You in Jail, the ER, a Viral Fail, or All Three Carrying a gun for self-defense isn’t about looking cool—it’s about staying safe and staying legal. For regular folks like us—non-tactical “muggles” who just want to protect ourselves—how you carry matters. Bad

The Ghost Story in the Glass Case

On Two Used Staccatos and the Cost of Clarity Walking into a gun shop and spotting two used Staccato 2011 pistols, optics mounted, tagged at $3,500 each, is enough to make anyone pause. The fact that both came from the same seller? That's not just inventory—it&

The $3,700 Pistol and the Life You Could Build Instead

I recently saw a 2011-style pistol priced at $3,700. Beautiful. Balanced. Optic-ready. Also: the cost of a reliable used car. The Staccato XL, with its crisp trigger and sleek lines, is a marvel of engineering—a race gun that promises precision and prestige. But as I admired it, a

The Cheeky Art of Saying Nope

Mic Drops, Misfiled Forms, and the Communal Dance of Refusal Refusal isn’t always a megaphone or a middle finger. Sometimes it’s a sly wink, a sidestep, or a polite “hard pass.” The Ledger of Refusal is a scrapbook of these rebellious moments—when folks ditch the script and

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